Sunday, September 27, 2009

haPPi happie ^^


ew ew appitizer >< mr's fishy
ice lemon tea (very bitter)
my yummy peach juice ^^ slurp~
~~ugly eating looks @@
hah..look like a little boy ^^ mee on ice ^^ yum..nice
another ugly eating post >,< my haagen-dazs ^^2nd fav after baskinshoho..^^ really had a very wonderful time yesterday ^^ !! yeah!!!! smooches it was the first time i went out with mr.baby yesterday...went to jj (the shppping centre near our school)..
our plan was to go watch 'tzunami' and to try on their couple seat (both of us din't try bofore) but...eventually there were to much people and we both were to pigz to que...so we decided to go cheong k ~~ but first we went for luch...baby belanjar me makan sushi ^^ we went to kansahi...the appetizer was horrible but babay liked it ><'' ...i ordered 'ten zaru soba' which was full with ice ^^ and baby odered 'gintara teriyaki bento'~~he needs rice in every of his meals..rice boy...haha..the peace juice was so darn good !! love it **~~
after that we go cheong k...but then we wasted 52 ringgit cus we pay and talked for 3 hours in there...the price was about 3 times more than the normal 1...we should have went shopping but then he will be broke in maybe half-an-hour ^^
i selacted a lists of songs and then chatted alot inside...we learn about each other alot after that talk...i keep climbing on to his back and tickling his ears ^^ haha..love his ears ~~ they are just so big ^^ and nice to play ^^ haha...poor baby was tortured till strengthless ~~ 2 of his friends who are working there kep peping at us ><>
after 3 hours of heart to heart talk we went to haagen-dazs for some sweet ice creams...that time i was freezing like ice cubes but i still finished it all up...leaving nothing for baby ^^ haha...poor thing...we went back to school about 8.30..then we waited at the school canteen for my dad to come pick me up...
haha...i really had a great time ^^
smooch smooch ~~ **
























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Saturday, September 19, 2009

haha..yao yao b'day ^^
we wrap up her panties and bra and give her as her presanthmm..school holiday agian^^~~well not really a 'holiday' for me cuz my school is only closing till next tuesday...other school's like kuen cheng are closing for 1 whole week...too bad huh..+.+
quite alot had happened ya know...miss my kc life (well sometimes)...i mean i have to move on right? just like some of them are having a great time without me..and feels like my presents are bringing them tons of unhappiness..
although i have a gang of buddies with me now..but somtimes i still feel like a don't really cope with them...i lovce hanging out with them but it's just that they reminds me of my friends in kc and the times we enjoyed back there...i wish that we can still be the same like last time...but..
maybe this is the sign of us growing out of each other...i bet weina they all are still like before...why can't we just be like that??...i may not know alot of things...maybe alot has happen there but...why can't we just let it go?? see things wider? or maybe just GROW UP .. promises are not meant to be broken...it may be ok for a freind to break their promises...but not sisters!!
things maybe hard for all of us...but can't we be strong for each other??!! i can accept u calling other people dears or so...so why can't u all just accept each other treating other people good in front of u...i can also feel hurt if i want to u know...not replying messages or so...but i refused..cuz i don't want to hurt the precious relationship i have between us...cuz thats the thing that make me strong evrytime...but now...seems that i have loose it...
i kept being strong for this relationship...and i still will...i will never let myself loose any of u... apromise is a promise...and i hope that one day we will be sitting together in starbucks and laughing at the silly thinsg we've been through...may god bless us...


















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Sunday, September 6, 2009

oh my gosh!!! i'm so damn confuse now!! i reali don't know wat to do!! can someone come and save me!! is this the end??...actually i'm stil tinkin weather to write tis here...cux not much know tat i hav a boyfriend~~ok..i think problem solved...juz like i said it..i have a bf now...
it's already been 2 months...it may seem short for many people..but then for me..it's quite long already..er..thats not my point~~my point is this is the first time i've been so angri wif him!!
not to say that kinda angri..it's like those wif abit of sad,heart breakin potion in it T.T
i reali don't know wat to do..jux now he ask me weather i wan to seperate for a while..wow!! when i heard him say that my heart kinda like freezed ~~ everything around me seems to jux stopped. scared..
but after talkin to my bro jux now..i feel like seperating for a while..i mean let him hav some time to tink properly..to think weather i'm suitable for him..n aso me myself ned some time to think...i noe tat i hav not been a gud gf to him ~ i kinda ingnore him alot..espeacilly when i'm studying or wif my friends..i noe that he is used to his gf being wif him like for 24 7 ..(cux his ex used to do that) .. but i'm different~~i stil have my own life to live..n i wnt for a 100 years ignore my friends or my sis or my studies for...
another 5 to 6 weeks will b d lax exam..n u noe tat i m aiming for 1st..n as everyone can c tat my results for d 3rd term is kanasai~~so in order to acchieve my goal..i gotta work supper hard for it..n if u cnt bare wif my 'amount of ignore' to u b4..then i bet u wnt b able to bare d one tat is goina cum...
today should b a very happi day for me..cux i finally can hang out wif my girlfriend n aso buy lots of stuff..but now i feel very very very very very bad...fel like cryin but no tears~~i want to cal u jux now but i duno wat to say...i fel like saying comforting words but i can't cux i'm angri..
i'm sori~~maybe we shoulden't have started this relationship in the first place..mayb i shouldn't have replied ur message tat day..then v wouldn't hav known each other n now v both wil b hapi humans..
oh mi gosh!!!!~~~i reali don't noe la..if my paremts noe anything about tis i m soooooo dead!!
then they wil sure say tat d reason i get kanasai results is cux i hav a bf...but actually not reali..is cux of tis stupid sinus infection~~hav been on medication for bout 5 weeks..tis is d 6th..my whole brain is BLUR~~ but no worries...i wnt let my 200 fly away (i hope)..i wil try my best..work d butt out of me to save myself...
i've not been to church since new year...n aso not praying for like a vry vry long time..soree ~~
arghhhhhh!!! i'm stil very confused..espeacially after listening to wat bro said ><..topsee tourning @.@ he say to c wat happen tomoro..if he is ok thn i should b ok..but i'm abit woree..cuxx i hav a tinsy winsy problem wif my temper~~~
can't sleep tonite..well..go update my profiles la..cux i oni can go on9 once a week as i'm stayin in my skul's hostel...hmm...to my frens tat read tis..ples to tel him if u noe him..
n those who jux noe tat i hav a bf already ples dun tel d grown ups...dun worry abit about me.. i won't let these things come in my 'goal way'...
sob sob..i cnt upload those photos tat i took jux now cuz i lost my camble.. T0T
**muackzxzx to my tiemie**

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