Saturday, September 19, 2009

haha..yao yao b'day ^^
we wrap up her panties and bra and give her as her presanthmm..school holiday agian^^~~well not really a 'holiday' for me cuz my school is only closing till next tuesday...other school's like kuen cheng are closing for 1 whole week...too bad huh..+.+
quite alot had happened ya know...miss my kc life (well sometimes)...i mean i have to move on right? just like some of them are having a great time without me..and feels like my presents are bringing them tons of unhappiness..
although i have a gang of buddies with me now..but somtimes i still feel like a don't really cope with them...i lovce hanging out with them but it's just that they reminds me of my friends in kc and the times we enjoyed back there...i wish that we can still be the same like last time...but..
maybe this is the sign of us growing out of each other...i bet weina they all are still like before...why can't we just be like that??...i may not know alot of things...maybe alot has happen there but...why can't we just let it go?? see things wider? or maybe just GROW UP .. promises are not meant to be broken...it may be ok for a freind to break their promises...but not sisters!!
things maybe hard for all of us...but can't we be strong for each other??!! i can accept u calling other people dears or so...so why can't u all just accept each other treating other people good in front of u...i can also feel hurt if i want to u know...not replying messages or so...but i refused..cuz i don't want to hurt the precious relationship i have between us...cuz thats the thing that make me strong evrytime...but now...seems that i have loose it...
i kept being strong for this relationship...and i still will...i will never let myself loose any of u... apromise is a promise...and i hope that one day we will be sitting together in starbucks and laughing at the silly thinsg we've been through...may god bless us...


















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